Astronaut Shares Depression Following ‘Tsunami of Backlash Following Journey

A pioneering space traveler has publicly detailed her emotional downturn after facing a relentless barrage of criticism in the wake of a historic all-female space mission.

Amanda Nguyen – known as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight in April, which also carried well-known figures.

The high-profile flight was heavily criticized by some, who cited its expense and carbon footprint.

Reflecting on the situation, the astronaut, who made history as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the intense backlash eclipsed her moment under an torrent of sexist abuse.

“I told her my depression might last for years,” the astronaut shared in a online statement, referring to a phone call from a mission companion in the aftermath of the journey.

She characterized the news reports and online discourse as an “onslaught no human brain has evolved to endure”.

“Stuck in Texas, I spent a week unable to rise from my bed,” she wrote. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”

Eclipsed by Backlash

The researcher, who has dedicated her work to women's health research and conducted tests during the mission, said every professional achievement – including her studies and extensive preparation to the personal milestone of her background – was drowned out under the avalanche of gendered attacks.

She is widely recognized for her groundbreaking advocacy fighting for justice for victims of sexual violence.

Her own goal of reaching space was deferred after being assaulted during her time as a student, leading to a protracted legal battle.

Finding Solid Ground

Months following achieving her goal, she reports that the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she thanked the followers whose support were her lifeline. “You all saved me,” she wrote.

She concluded that despite the negativity, significant positive outcomes had come out of the experience, such as spotlight on her scientific work and new advocacy opportunities.

Flight Details

The fully automated New Shepard rocket launched from Texas in the spring, carrying the all-female team on a 11-minute journey that exceeded the Kármán line of space.

The team of pioneers also included accomplished professionals from multiple disciplines.

The venture behind the mission is a commercial aerospace company established by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.